Sometimes

Sometimes
I think I would like to express my feelings
Until I realize that
I should think of the effect of the action first.

Sometimes
I think I have done my best for myself
Until I realize that
I have ignored myself for the sake of others.

Sometimes
I think I would like to satisfy all people in my life
Until I realize that
I do no understand all people in my life.

Sometimes
I think I have done my best for others
Until I realize that
Different body different opinion

Sometimes
I think I wanna be like others
Until I realize that
Everyone have their own style.

Sometimes
I think I fear to change
Until I realize that
I should neglect what people want to say bout me.

Sometimes
I think I would like to commit suicide
Until I realize that
It is just a stupid action.

Sometimes
I think I am a bad person compared to others
Until I realize that
No one is perfect.